ispiring blog

I've learned more from this blog :D
lol. I miss to read his blog again :p

a bit hurt

selalu benci sama apa yang ga bisa gue benci! argh

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test pake aplikasi blogger! yeaaaaay makin apdet deh yaaa eyke ew wkwk :3 see ya next post

Failed Anniversary :'D

waktu gue nulis ini, tanggal 22 masih sekitar 3 jam lagi. tapi gue udah bisa nebak apa yang bakal terjadi kok. semuanya hancur! ya hancur berantakan banget. gara2 hal sepele tau ngga sih! argh gue mau nangis tapi gue ga bisa :'( (tapi akhirnya gue nangis juga 2 hari!)

ngga akan ada video romantis yang gue buat, ngga akan ada acara ngerjain2, ga ada juga candle light dinner :( haha gue ga pernah ngerayain monthsary gue, tapi monthsary beda sama anniversary! gue mau yang berkesan, tapi kayaknya bukan untuk yang kali ini :')
gue ngerasa drama banget tau ngga sih :'( sedikit-sedikit hatinya perih, terus curhat, nangis deh. padahal yang ditangisin juga ga peduli gimana gue, ye kan?
oke salah sih gue emang, coba aja gue gak heboh, coba aja gue gak pernah nunggu tanggal itu, coba aja gue ga capek capek bikin ini itu buat tanggal itu kayak temen gue yg sama-sama ngerayain anniversary pasti gue bakalan biasa aja dan gue yakin gue ga akan nangis sampe 2 hari -_- ga buang-buang tenaga juga kan?

yaudahlah bener yang ieaa bilang, manusia cuma bisa merencanakan, tapi Tuhan yang menentukan :') ego gue terlalu tinggi akan hal itu, makanya seperti yang adit bilang "kamu kalo sekalinya ngga dapet langsung ngambek" ya karena gue emang terlalu excited sama sesuatu. gue bisa meledak ledak karena bahagia, dan bisa juga meledak-ledak karena sedih apa yang direncanain gagal. makanya kayaknya gue ngerasa idup gue drama banget -____-

yaudah lah udah lewat juga hahaha happy 1st failed anniversary ya aditya :)

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

heartbeats fast
colors and promises
how to be brave
how can I love when I'm afraid to fall
but watching you stand alone
all of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
one step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
darling don’t be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

time stands still
beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
what’s standing in front of me
every breath
every hour has come to this
one step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
darling don’t be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

and all along I believed I would find you
time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

one step closer
one step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
darling don’t be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

and all along and I believed I would find you
time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more